my marriage

my relationship well let just say my "what relationship" it just been like i am living with my best mate. It been a 1 year and 5 1/2 months since we have been intermet . I fed up of trying to get him to talk about our relationship. I was the one always trying to see why he feels he can't be intermet with me. Then on Monday just gone he told me.

Steve went on to say I couldn’t cope with having to look after you and worry what mood your going to be in when I get home from work. I am always tipping toeing around you and I am not going to do it any more. I don't know if we can cope like this any more something has to change. So then I said well what would you do if we were to split up. I said that I would not ask for the house and that rowan's. He said that I would like you to pick him up from school till I get from work then have him one day out of the weekend each. Then Steve said well I would get a lone out to give you some money to start a new flat or home. And then I would help you out too. The rowan came back to the table and we could not talk any more. That night I could not stop crying I cried till 3am in the morning and tried to go to bed. But I could not sleep. Morning came and rowan came down stairs I got him some breakfast and then Steve came down too. I just looked at him and burst into tears again. Then he said I couldn’t do this? I said what ya mean he said I couldn’t see you upset like this it killing me.